Dear Ms ChuMy name is Michele xxx, I purchased your book Thick Face, Black Heart yesterday at the Sydney, Australia domestic airport as I was waiting for a flight to Perth (4 hrs) to spend time and review the year so far with a sales team member who reports directly to me.
I have just completed chapter 2 and have found the section on fear to be The "bird that is singing when the dawn is dark".I have worked within the pharmaceutical industry since 1997 (it is the only industry I know), and have focused on becoming a brand manager in marketing within this industry since completing my business degree. Two years ago I joined xxxxxx as a product manager and in the last 8 months inherited a national sales team of 6 people - all of who are much older than myself (I'm 33 - average of my team members is mid-50's) and having almost 150 years selling experience in the pharmaceutical industry and have worked for this company for an average of 9 years. For the first time in my life - in the last 24 hours- I have realized I am struggling with fear.
I remember years ago I was interviewing for a product managers position,And was asked "in one word summarise yourself". My answer was "I'm not afraid!"
Alot has changed since that day - and since beginning your book - I Realize I have lost alot of focus on myself, and my character growth. In the past 4 months I have found myself in a place of insecurity, inability to act without worrying about the consequences or what others think and much more - essentially fear. My lack of experience re management of people and my new responsibilities as sales manager have me "floating in a sea of inexperience" with no mentor or guide.I report directly to the General Manager,and although he has said I am a priority for him - he is very busy doing his own job - managing the entire company.
I have been searching for an understanding of why - for the first time in my career - I am worrying so much about EVERYTHING. Paralysis by analysis!I was obviously hoping someone else would come along and solve my problems/worries/lack of experience for me. Thick Face, Black Heart has reminded me that I am responsible for my circumstances and responsible for my success. I have to do what I have to do.
Your book so far has given me much to ponder. I look forward to Finishing it, and re-reading it many times. Suddenly the "light of clarity"has switched on for me. I already better understand myself and am already Goal setting and planning to re-gain my confidence in myself and focus on my success as a manager, marketer and person.
I have no doubt your book will become one of the few I will keep and Carry with me, where ever I may go.I would be greatful to be made aware of Any workshops or lectures you would be doing in Australia in the future.
Yours sincerely Michele Sales and Marketing Manager - Prescription Products














